pt_tangles: (What Do You Want Most?)
2008-08-23 07:41 pm

Gratitude Catch-Up - Only Not Quite

I am grateful that I don't feel terribly guilty for not keeping up with the GP this year. My life is in transition right now, and not having the time or energy for all of my Witchy doings is temporary, I'm sure. And if it isn't, well, that isn't the end of the world either.

I am grateful that I decided that it was a good idea to take a break and a vacation this fall rather than diving right into more courses, and killing myself with no end in site (after three or four weeks, not having a single day off starts to seriously drain a person).

I am grateful that my off and on again love affair with photography is mostly on again. I love learning new techniques, and finding subjects and beauty to share with the world - plus, I think I am getting pretty good at it too. Once you know about photography, tho, you start to look at magazine covers a little differently. It's weird, the person on the cover is 'a subject', and you start noticing whether or not the photographer is very good or if it could have been a better shot.

I am also grateful that among everything else, I have managed to keep up with my swimming. I am definitely starting to see some lovely definition in my upper arms and shoulders. Plus, my stamina is improving big time!

I have discovered that Red Bull is about the most potent stuff I have ever had before. I get jittery and bouncy after one, I don't understand how those people who drink four or six a day don't just explode.

I am still hoping to participate in NaNo this year. Don't really know if I will get a story done for the CBC contest or not. I have also been slowly working out the tangles in Ella - in the hopes of having at least one completed and maybe published novel to my name. Photography and writing can go together, can't they? Photos to pay the bills, and stories to ignite the soul?

I think I want to be a pirate when I grow up. I have this obsession going on with the kraken and the jolly roger (is it weird that my favorite character from those movies was the kraken?). I am also saving for a motorcycle (with a bright pink helment with the jolly roger on the side in black) and a guitar.

So, that is pretty much what is going on in my head these days. I do try and keep up with everyone when I get a chance, and I post blurbs on Twitter once in a while.

And now, back to the depths!

--Phae
pt_tangles: (Candles)
2008-08-12 09:37 pm

Gratitude Project 2008 - Day 12

Today I am grateful for regular physical activity.  The breast stroke is doing wonders for my cleavage (not that it wasn't gorgeous before), and I am slowly building up my lung capacity.  Soon I'll be back to climbing flights of stairs without being winded at the top!

--Phae
pt_tangles: (Silent Icon)
2008-08-11 09:20 am

Forever Playing Catch-Up - The Gratitude Project

I think I owe three, so here goes:

Day 9: I am grateful for hot coffee and short lines at Tim Hortons.  I don't think I would be able to function these days without my morning joe.

Day 10:  I am grateful for knitting.  When I am too sore to swim (as was the case yesterday), I can still spend a few minutes making a nice toque to wear for when I finally do go completely crazy (it's really just a matter of time, you'll see).

Day 11:  Today, I am grateful for August in general.  I love the way the weather can't really decide if it wants to be really hot or if it wants to be cool and breezy.  It eases me into fall in a really nice way - plus it gives me a chance to be outside without melting ;)

Happy Monday, all - I am back to work again.

--Phae
pt_tangles: (Time Alone)
2008-08-08 12:08 pm

Gratitude Project 2008 Catch-Up

Maybe not the best way to start the GP, but what can I say? Better late than never.

Day 1 - The first was my first day of photography class. It was so awesome. It felt so great to be back in a structured learning environment again. I was grateful to have finally had the guts to go back.

Day 2 - Saturday I was grateful that it was a holiday weekend, and class was postponed until the following Friday (my class is Fridays and Saturdays). I don't get to spend a lot of time with WD these days. We both work too much, and now that I am going to school, there will be weekends where we don't really see each other at all.

Day 3 - Sunday I don't remember terribly well, but I am grateful that I found that special swim shampoo that Vicky was talking about. With all the heavy conditioning I have been doing lately, the removal of the chlorine makes my hair look and feel like the Pantene commercial girls.

Day 4 - Monday was BC day - a bank holiday to even the stats out for this time of year. I love being out on stats because the city is quiet like a Sunday morning when everyone else is at church. I was grateful for the peace.

Day 5 - Tuesday is another day that passed in somewhat of a blur. I was very grateful for our swimming pool. The added stress at work, and the lack of any foreseeable vacation has caused my insomnia to flare (which means that regular things like housework and many smaller projects get lost in the haze of sleep deprivation. Swimming these days is the only thing that helps me to sleep normally. I am thinking of moving it up to four or maybe five days a week.

Day 6 - Wednesday I finally redid my resume and applied for those other jobs. I am grateful for the courage to toss all my new plans out just to see what happens.

Day 7 - Thursday I was grateful for WD. Thursday afternoon was rushed because he had to go to work just a couple hours after I got off work, but we still managed to have a decent dinner together and make a quick trip to the library (hooray for Poe!)

Day 8 - Today I am grateful for memories. I had a very strange dream about losing my black pearl (it's a necklace that my mother gave to me when I was young). I remember chasing after it and running over and swimming through half frozen water. I woke up trying to remember whether or not I actually still had it at all (a lot of my things are lost in storage at the moment because this apartment is too small to have ever fully unpacked).

I do have a treasure box where I keep all of the very special things that I inherited from my mother. I opened it up after crawling out of bed, and there it was, shining out from its little gold cage. I never really wear it because I don't wear gold jewellery, but I think I will today. I think it is important.

--Phae
pt_tangles: (Fall)
2007-09-21 10:05 pm

Gratitude Project - Happy Mabon

I am grateful for vanilla Earl Grey tea.  Today was a bit rough.  Shopping was not fun, and coming home was pretty soggy.  Yummy smelling warmth in a cup is one of my favourite dark season treats.  It chases the chill away and soothes me.

Mmm. Tea.  Tomorrow will be the first time I have been on my own when celebrating Mabon.  I usually have friends and family to take care of, and a huge meal to cook.  I am not really sure what I am going to do with myself.

Meditate a little, maybe.  Write a little, I hope.  Maybe finally come up with an idea for my short story contest entry so that I have a few weeks to focus on my Nano project for this year.

Maybe I'll pretend to be a comfortable, normal homebody this year :)

--Phae
pt_tangles: (Dead Office)
2007-09-20 11:18 am

Gratitudey

1) I am grateful for the rain.  The whole world smells good!  We have already had out first thunderstorm, and it is time for warm sweaters and rain jackets. 

2) I am grateful that I live in the Pacific Northwest.  I love everything about it.  Even the cliched parts.  Coffee, sweaters, liberalism, grunge.  I wouldn't want to live anywhere else.

3) I am grateful that Binx has mellowed in his old age.  He let me bathe him without a fuss, and even purred while I used the blow dryer to dry his fur.  And he didn't act like a spoiled grouch afterward.  He purred and let me pet him without punishment for daring to put him in the bathtub (I think he secretly liked it).

--Phae
pt_tangles: ('Nique)
2007-09-17 02:23 pm

Gratitude Catch-Up

Haven't been feeling terribly grateful lately. I have actually been feeling a little ... hazy lately. I never know how to explain it. I just know that I need to find some way to help ground myself or October is going to be a really weird month.

Anyway ... Gratefulness:

1) I am grateful for the cooking channel. One of the best parts about the Harvest Home season is finding new and interesting recipes to try. Mmm, plum and fig glazed pork chops!

2) I am grateful for hot coffee. The simple act of drinking warm drinks helps to remind me of the here and now.

3) I am grateful for growth. Sometimes I feel like I should know things before they become as obvious as a smack in the face, but I am glad that I am not so set in my ways that I can't recognize when something needs to change.

4) I am grateful for good friends. Everyone has so far been so great in encouraging me with my new passion. WD has even suggested creating a storefront for my hair falls once I get going with it.

5) I am grateful for the fall. I may have said this already, but I absolutely love the cool and misty time of year. It's very magical for me.

6) I am grateful for resilience. WD has been having a tough time of things lately, but he is resilient enough to not let it get him too far down. He is also vocal enough so that I can try to help him before things get really bad.

--Phae
pt_tangles: (Victoria Frances Girl)
2007-09-12 12:01 pm

Gratitude Catch-Up

My mini vacation puts me a bit behind in my GP again, but it did give me a lot to be grateful for :)

1)  I am grateful for cool, clean island air.  It makes an amazing difference in my asthma, skin and hair.  Yay for a decent level of humidity!

2)  I am grateful for my beautious laptop.  Movies, music and wireless internet connection no matter where you are ... well, almost anywhere (the middle of the ocean does not have a very strong wireless signal ;)

3)  I am grateful for pink hair!  Got a lot of weird looks on the island (I guess not a lot of people have brightly coloured hair there), but I love my hair too much care what folks think!

4)  I am grateful for WD, who took me to all of the places we went when we were first dating.  Lots of gorgeous pictures, and lots of beautiful memories. 

5)  I am grateful that the truck decided to wait until we got back before the engine exploded.  We are very sad at having lost our new truck after only a month (and $1500), but it could have been a lot worse.  Still a little dazed and unsure of what we are going to do for transportation.  I need to find my St Christopher's medal and find a recipe for a good vehicle protection spell.

6)  I am grateful that it is still warm and sunny and we have some beautiful fall weather while we figure out what we are going to do for the winter.

--Phae
pt_tangles: (Buddha)
2007-09-06 12:08 pm

Gratitude Project Catch-Up

With all of the ridiculous crap of yesterday, I wasn't thinking much about gratitude (bad Phae!).  Today was met with a very nice suprise.

Today, I am grateful for my little online shop.  I made another sale!  Yay!  It isn't much, but I love the notification emails that tell me that I just earned some more money on my witchy designs.  Hooray for Phae Wear!

Also, I am grateful for the mini-vacation that is JUST on the horizon.  I really need to relax and unwind.  I am starting to have dreams of being at work.  *shudders*

--Phae
pt_tangles: (Dead Office)
2007-09-03 01:48 pm
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Gratitude Catch-Up

Today, I am very grateful that I only have 4 more days left in this ungodly 12 day stretch.

Also, I am grateful that I am not the cause of the dozens of police and emergency vehicles parked outside my building this morning. 

4 hours later, and the crazy woman on the 8th floor is still threatening to jump off her balcony if the police don't give her her underwear.  *sigh*  I really need to move.

--Phae
pt_tangles: (Hot Me)
2007-09-02 02:12 am

GIP - Also, Gratitude Post

Today, I am grateful for open source image editing programs.  I finally have all of my pics ready for you.  New hair pics ... old hair pics, and the pigtails pic that I promised to Droops ;)

But, I am sleepy now, so that will have to wait until tomorrow.  For a preview, see my new ME icon.  Ain't I cute?

--Phae
pt_tangles: (My broken down chariot)
2007-09-01 12:57 am

Tarot Draw and Gratitude Post

Well, my day has been mildly crappy.  The Quality Assurance department has pretty well become the Nit Picky Brigade, who seems set on making sure that now that we are nearly 300 employees that no one can get the QA bonus (good job guys!  making an unattainable carrot is really the way to motivate people to try harder ... oh wait ... no, it isn't!)

Blah.  Anyway, my tarot card for this morning was the Lovers.

Indications:
  Choice.  A notice to follow your heart.  Listen to your intuition.

I drew another card this afternoon.  That one was Judgement.


Indications: 
Learn from the past.  Success is just around the corner.  You are soon to reap the benefits of hard work and sacrifice.

Also, today I am grateful that tomorrow is my hump day.  12 days in a row is a whole hell of a lot.  No matter how much money I am making.

SO TIRED!!

--Phae
pt_tangles: (Default)
2007-08-30 01:58 pm

The Gratitude Project 2007 - Day 30

Today I am grateful for serendipity.  It loves me.  Yesterday, I lost my hoody on the way to work.  This kind of sucked, but it wasn't expensive and I wasn't in love with it, so I didn't really mind.  I can pick up a new one on my days off.

The seredipitous part?  Yesterday when I got to work, I won honourable mention in our 'Employee of the Month' contest, which nets me a trip to the swag room to pick out my choice to cool trinkets and stuff.  First on the list of things I can pick?  A hoody.  Yay!

--Phae
pt_tangles: (The Hermit)
2007-08-29 12:40 pm
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The Gratitude Project 2007 - Day 29

Today, I am grateful for my job.  It really is the best job I've ever had.  Yesterday, I got a promotion out of the blue.  It's nothing big, but it gets me off the phones (I'm not on them very often, but I really hate having to do it), and it puts me on the track to moving further up the food chain.

After only 4 months.  YAY!

--Phae
pt_tangles: (Liliana Sanches - Haunted Music)
2007-08-28 11:34 am

Gratitude Catch-Up

24th - I am grateful for super crazy overtime.  Working 7 days straight is going to suck, but it will be worth it for two days at double time and a half.

25th - I am grateful for WD's charisma and people skills.  He has managed to work out three of the four days for our anniversary weekend.  I tried not to get too excited, but it's too late!  *happybouncydance*

26th - I am grateful for the mildly cool weather.  The heat gets to be a bit much for me (especially when you have no time to go to the beach or fully enjoy the summertime), and it is nice to have cooler days interspersed with the hot, sunny days.

27th - I am grateful for BBQ juice.  It is really nice to be able to use our BBQ again. mmm, tastey!

28th - I am grateful for COFFEE! *drools*  Coffee is my love!  My heart and soul! Mmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm!

--Phae
pt_tangles: (At Least I'm Cute)
2007-08-24 01:53 am
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The Gratitude Project 2007 - Day 23

Today I am grateful for wine. I found this really great bottle of white merlot earlier this week (merlot made by grapes with the skins removed).  It is really smooth.  A very nice wine to have when a bubble bath isn't quite enough to make you feel better :)

--Phae
pt_tangles: (Sunflower Field)
2007-08-22 01:01 pm
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The Gratitude Project 2007 - Day 22

Today I am grateful for the return of autumn. The tell tale smell and the cool breeze in the air is an unmistakable sign that fall is on the way. I love this time of year. Fall is home to my favourite holidays and my anniversary. It also holds an ingrained feeling of new beginnings (start of the school year), and a chance for transformation.

I love fall!

--Phae
pt_tangles: (Aquarius Boobies)
2007-08-22 01:25 am

The Gratitude Project 2007 - Day 21

Today I am grateful for my tarot deck.  No other deck I have ever used speaks to me the way that this one does.  Clarity of messages provides a certain comfort for me.  I really shouldn't leave it so long between readings.

--Phae
pt_tangles: (Single Flower)
2007-08-20 02:51 pm
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Gratitude Weekend Round-Up

I never seem to do this on the weekend, so I am playing catch up yet again. This weekend I am grateful for:

1)  Michaels. I know it is a big corporate craft store that drives littler craft stores out of business, but they stock the strangest things that I wouldn't even think to look for there. Yesterday, I bought a 5' stick of bamboo. Now, I have the body of my new rain stick! Yay! Mmm, weather magic ;)

2)  My ability to read dreams. I haven't been paying close enough attention to the signs right in front of me lately, and it smacked me in the head yesterday. Hind sight is nice, but I know now what work needs to be done. I'm not going to let it slip by me again.

3)  The perspective of age.  It is helping me to let things go.  Very little in this world is important enough to get truly upset over.  Perhaps I can finally put 'don't sweat the small stuff' into permanent action.

4)  WD's romantic streak.  Flowers for no reason are a wonderful thing to come home to :)

--Phae
pt_tangles: (Canada or Bust)
2007-08-16 01:24 pm

Gratitude Project - Days 13 - 16

Time for a little catch up.

1) I am grateful for wasabi.  My new addiction.  Who knew it would be so tastey on everything??

2)  I am grateful for late summer sunshine.  I love this time of year.  It reminds me of when WD and I were first together.  The return of that tiny night time chill makes me feel young again :)

3) I am grateful for my shift supervisors who understand that the bizarre knee-jerk reactions of the management are going to hurt production more than help it (and don't put that weight on our shoulders).

4) I am grateful that I get paid every Friday.  While it does tend to bring out the latent shopaholic in me, it also lets me keep an even amount of money and avoids the 'until payday' crunch.